阴天
Got bitten by my dog today
It was quite serious
And it was on my right 食指
I was shocked i din knw wat to do
It was a deep cut
So i just walked away and wash my wound first
Told my dad and all he did was hitting the dog
And scolding him
I was sure
This was not the right way to teach a dog
Trust and patience is really important
I mean u can scold and hit him abit
But not too much and not at the wrong time
This will only make them go nuts and even more violent
I really hate how my dad deals with things
Giving us all the negativity
And throwing tantrums out of nowhere
being a dumbass i din knw how to deal with the wound
So i woke my mom up
Seeking for help
And my mom and dad started fighting agn
About alot of things
About my dads attitude recently due to my brothers shitty problems and stupid attitude also i dk wat is up wif him srsly
一句话 depression anxiety 大过天
都是借口
Bringing girls home at night ? Smoking ? Spending money like my parents owe him? Going out late at night and my dad waited for him all night long? 然后一句谢谢 对不起 也没有? 好像一切都是理所当然的
like 我真的是没眼看
不想跟他沟通了
你不自己站起来 谁能够帮你
我知道我没有什么心理病 我没资格评论
但我也 抑郁 啊 也负面 也难过 也很喜欢什么都往坏的方面想
可能我们从小就在这种负面的环境长大吧
但越是这样 我们更应该
努力寻找快乐
说真的 我真的对你的所作所为 非常失望
Im rlly rlly tired of living my life full of negative vibes everyday. Since young, at home, everything is just so negative. Parents kept arguing. At first, i was sad and rlly scared and just rlly sad. But slowly i became immune, numb, and annoyed. But im still sick of it at times. I just felt like they stayed together just because of us. And they made me feel like marriage is a scary thing it just tied two enemies together.
When is it gonna get better?
when things start to get better after we move, as you know i rlly wanted to move. As that nightmare still haunted me abit, i dun wan to live near a creepy guy ever again.
Parents still argue but not that frequent anymore.
My brother’s issue came. My parents are not able to handle this big problem.
And the problem grew bigger and bigger just like a tumour.
Lets just hope everything will be alright one day. Tat we are all gonna be happy. We will learn how to be happy.
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